a cramqueen's life

2006-08-26T06:20:00.000-07:00

i had this really bad dream last night. i dreamt about my wedding and that it didn't go the way it was planned. first of all i was wearing the wrong outfit. i was wearing this weird looking wedding dress that looked like a huge fishnet and my shoes, for godsake i was wearing boots! black leather pointed boots that was up to my kness. i looked like a rockstar wannabe. my hair was a mess and i had to use my veil to cover it up and i didn't have any makeup. and to make it even worse, instead of a choir we had a dj. complete with a turn table, sunglasses and headphones. AAAHHHHHHHHH!!!!

2006-08-03T19:09:00.000-07:00

woke up early this morning and haven't had my breakfast yet. you know those days when you wake up feeling good and you look forward to spending the day right when all of a sudden someone messes everything up? well yeah i'm having that feeling rrright now.

all i can do is shake my head, roll my eyes, give out a big sigh and drown myself in caffeine.

wake me up inside

2006-08-03T06:06:00.000-07:00

so okay, this morning while sending my baby to sleep i tried singing to her. i sang evanescence's bring me to life and i was trying my best to sound like a rock star (but didn't quite sound like one) anyway, guess what. she loved it! she was smiling and cooing and you know she's only two months old but she appreciates it and it felt so good that she actually enjoyed listening to me. nobody ever enjoyed listening to me sing and im not wondering why cause i know i sound horrible when i sing. i never get the notes right and it sucks. oh well.

2006-07-30T04:19:00.000-07:00

israel and i went to see sukob this afternoon and it was really scary! we were supposed to watch it last night but then just our luck, the cinema doesnt offer late sales for the lfs. haay probinsya nga naman...
anyway about the movie, it was so so scary. i was covering my eyes almost the whole time! i dont think i'll be able to sleep alone again..

oh no..

2006-07-24T20:34:00.000-07:00

getting married in abou six months and haven't decided yet on what type of gown i should wear. hayayay..

wow

2006-07-23T02:16:00.000-07:00

wow. i can't believe i'd still be able to open this after more than what, a year i think of not updating my blog. i have a lot of things i want to talk about but im still not in the mood to write em down so i guess i should just come back later. be right back!

look who's back

2005-06-14T01:26:00.000-07:00

finally. im back after almost a month of what silence.

today's our 4th "monthsary"! hooray! :) i love you sweetie pie! i miss you sooooooo much! mwah!

went to school today but as usual classes hasnt started yet because of late enrollees..met my blockmates this morning and knowing how they feel about me, i felt just a bit of hostility in the atmosphere. i know they hate me for some stupid reason but for the love of god can't they at least be more civil? i mean yeah i know ive been mean to them but those nasty things i said before were never meant. it was just a joke! sheesh. some people are so darn pikon talaga. and heck ive always been bitchy. that's my personality. i can't help it. but next time i'll be more cautious on things i shouldn't say. haayy. me and my big mouth. shoot me.

sing with me

2005-05-17T22:47:00.000-07:00

for the benefit of everyone who've come to see my blog i'll be posting the lyrics of gwen stefani's hollaback girl so you guys could sing along :)

ENJOY!

"Hollaback Girl"

Uh huh, this is my shit
All the girls stomp your feet like this

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

I heard that you were talking shit
And you didn't think that I would hear it
People hear you talking like that, getting everybody fired up
So I'm ready to attack, gonna lead the pack
Gonna get a touchdown, gonna take you out
That's right, put your pom-poms downs, getting everybody fired up

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

So that's right dude, meet me at the bleachers
No principals,no student-teachers
Both of us want to be the winner, but there can only be one
So I'm gonna fight, gonna give it my all
Gonna make you fall, gonna sock it to you
That's right I'm the last one standing, another one bites the dust

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

Let me hear you say this shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
(This shit is bananas)
(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)

Again
This shit is bananas
B-A-N-A-N-A-S
(This shit is bananas)
(B-A-N-A-N-A-S)

A few times I've been around that track
So it's not just gonna happen like that
Because I ain't no hollaback girl
I ain't no hollaback girl [x2]

Ooooh ooh, this my shit, this my shit [x4]

2005-05-17T20:00:00.000-07:00

here i am with my best buddies :)

(i'm the one in white)

sup

2005-05-17T00:15:00.000-07:00

just checking..

f.r.i.e.n.d.s

2005-05-16T02:09:00.000-07:00

there's this interesting article i read from a magazie. its about understanding a person's happiness and it surprised me that its not youth, religion, good education, marriage, wealth or any of that matter that makes our hearts sing. there was this study conducted and surprisingly it turns out that FRIENDS are the ones who gives us the highest level of happiness.

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i believe this is true. personally i think that being with people you can be yourself with is the ultimate bliss. it gives you this feeling of acceptance and just feeling that you belong is something uplifting. and i am sooo much glad that i have this circle of friends i can trust my life with. i can tell them anything, and i mean absolutely ANYTHING without the fear of being judged. they accept me for who i am in spite of my weaknesses. they patiently listen to my dramas and endless ranting about my sometimes boring life. they're my instant self-esteem boosters, more like my personal cheering squad. when i feel like im losing touch with myself they bring me back to my sanity. most of all they're always there when i need them and i just feel so blessed to have them in my life.

happy day!

2005-05-02T05:07:00.000-07:00

today's a feel-good day! spent the whole afternoon with my boyfriend. sigh..darn it. im starting to miss him again...

my first time

2005-05-01T05:39:00.000-07:00

my first entry. yipee! :)
nothing interesting to write about so i'll have to end it here. next time will be better i promise :)